Siannnnzzzzzzzzzzzzz

yeay.. i cleared things up with my dearie.. No doubt, I think we really drove each other real mad. lolx. cos its like when i talked to him nicely, the response wasnt good; n when he talked to mi nicely, i started to show some attitude cos i am pissed off. Lolx. But all ends well.. I m so glad. yup! I cried abit cos well, totally having the lost feeling, was thinking how the hell am i gonna start off the conversation. That silly boy tot i was gonna end everything, in fact, its the opposite, I was too afraid to lose him. Pigster ! Hee..

Ya.. He gave mi assurances right when i needed it alot. I know i got to be there for him, but mayb i dont have the full confidence tt he wont leave mi, so I am unsure about the whole thing. If I dont have the full confidence that i will win the gamble, I rather not try, cos I just cant affort to lose....But now, I know he will stay with me, just like i will stay wif him as well. =)

Saturday
In the end, I did not went to sentosa.. Arrrgghh shall not mention the details la hur.. keke.. waited at habour front for the rest with charlene, hongchon, ronghua and cheewee. Tog wif dearie, Cindy and Spencer, we went to Cha Ren !! Long time since all of us been to ktv.. hehe.
Went back wif Dearie cos its veri veri late lo..

Sunday
Slept till super late. Yawnz..
Did not join hc and Charlene at Sentosa. Sorrie kor n gal ! I will make it up to u guys. =)
Went to watch " Alot like Love" Its a great show ! Simply funni and yea, the story line is touching.. All couples should go catch it. Lolz.
We went Marina for steamboat ! Just cos i used to mention i love eating steamboat and would like to go there, so my Dearie brought mi there. Heez.. Yummi Yummi !! Hee.. Went for some arcade playing before going home. Haha... that zhu so funni.. {^o^}

Monday
Met up wif Dearie after his work. Accompanied him to Jp to get his Taekwando(i dont know how to spell, haha) clothes. Before I reached Jp, I was thinking "Yeay ! I will get to eat Long John Silver cos he knows i craving for it.." but i was thinking again, and i suddenly tot that my Dearie would wanna go eat pizza. Yes, I was so right.. Haha.. He had the dont know wat "Beep" test today. Lazy to explain but its interesting.hehe.
Half way thru, we suddenly tot of watching Initial D, since we can join Wee n Co. on Tues for the show.
Nice show. Veri Funni ! Totalli crack mi up ! n woahh.. the way the cars drift was damn smooth and beautiful.. Thumbs up ! Kinda think that Jie Lun's crying veri funni instead of sad ! Muahaha..
After the movie, Dear's leg suddenly veri pain see him move down the stairs veri difficult. Omg ! dont know wat to do sia. haha. So i wanted to send him home. n both of us was like "arguing" to do so or not to. Pengz. But yea, i tricked him into letting mi send him home. After which i went home n Zzzzzz. Veri tired !

Tuesday
went for the SurfBay shop Temp job cos helping my fren. It took a whole 2 hours to get there. N the manager is damn fucked up. Fancy u being a manager and yet so disorganised. Unbelievable. n the area for the clothes was so messy. While at least i made a new fren, Apple. lolx. She's sweet. She was surprised that i am 20, she said i looked much younger than that. Haha. Both of us had a hard time clearing up the clothes.
After which, i had to stand outside like a gong head serving the custormers while she had to tidy up the super messy store room. There wasnt even a single customer. And, there wasnt even a proper counter so its like i had to stand there all day long looking like an idiot. No way man, so i gave Randy - the manager a call and told him tts no way i am working for tml anymore unless he re-schedule the location for mi. Yup, n i went off early.
Hee. I bluffed Dearie saying i am bored at work asking him to keep mi company wif sms. Yea, n found out he's at home. So decided to pop by n give him a surprise. lolx. Wanted to get sth for him, but i wanna reach his place asap so gave it a miss. Took a cab down and that ben dan was stil msg-ing wif mi. Muahaha. Called him n told him I was just at his void deck. He's shocked. Haha.. hohoho..
okok. went for dinner.. was so hungry ! and watched tv at his place before going home. so I am gonna slp like pig now !! Hee.. zzzzzz =)

I just came back from holland v, n damn it ! I feel very down right now at this moment of time. Some brief update before i start venting my emotions on the blog.
Met up with Puwen at my area, and together we took a bus down to holland v. Updated each other. Yup.. Had dinner at Blk 40 with ronghua, cheewee, Weiling, Spencer, Hanz, Auntie, Keon and the other two i dont know wats their name. Lucas came to join us half way, and after dinner, its down to wooden table for some drinking session.

Never did i knew, the things we talked about today was so.... i dont know. They did contribute to some of my negative tots. Anyway, the main point today was to speak to ronghua. I think i made my point across, but well, nothing changes. Hiak. They mentioned tt I have changed, that I am no longer the cute and innocent young girl that i used to be. Right, and I finally know that cute innocent girls attract guys, cos right now, I do have my own stand and I fight for it; last time, I would term myself as weak mayb? No matter how unhappy I am, I would dare not voice out, I would just listen. But now, I am different, I just feel that sometimes girls need to protect themselves and at the age of 20, if u are still having the sweet innocent tots, its dangerous.

Anyway I am upset. Its just being concern asking a simple "Are u Ok?", but why do i get a frustrated tone back?
Thats just a small thing that adds on to something even bigger. I spoke to charlene about how i feel this afternoon and at that time I stil couldnt figure out why I am unsure. But after the drinking session, things became clearer to mi. I know why I am being unsure now. I really do. Maybe things are not as simple as I want it to be, haiz... Whatever, I'm gonna sort things out soon. Really hate this feeling....

I have lots of emotions running through mi now. Recently, it seems that frens of mine are facing relationship problems. I was shocked when the gal broke the news to mi. I knew they were already facing problem, but never did i expect things to end so fast. When i called her yesterday regarding other stuffs, she suddenly blurted out to me about the whole thing. I was kinda speechless. Thought about the whole thing, and I think I am so lucky to have someone by my side, someone who loves mi, someone tt i know will always be the first one to rescue mi from any trouble, someone who will be supportive of what i do and someone that gave mi the indescribable feeling. Ya I am contented with my life and what i have now, but I still am quite affected by the people surrounding me. I know I am truly happy when my frens are happy too.
So girl, Mayb u wont see this. I know u are meeting him later, so i really do hope that you guys clear things up , be it to salvage the situation or have a better ending, Just Jia you k ! =)

Monday
Wasnt doing anything the whole day. Met up wif my dear and we went to eat prata !! Whooopii.. Afterwards, we went to west coast park.
Short meet up cos he's tired.. lol..

Tuesday
Stayed at home the whole day!! cos of my eye infection, Sickening
-faintz-

Wednesday
Hee. Went for job interview and went to find Charlene at her workplace. Her workplace is just beside Sakae !! Omg, so craving for it man, really tempted to go in on my own. But when, in the end decided not to, hee. After which, slacked my time away at delifrance before Spencer and Hanz came looking for mi. As expected, the moment we met up, we started arguing over some useless stuffs. Lolx. This time we argued about dark and light soya sauce, nearly whacked Hanz' head.

They send mi to orchard while they rush off to NUS for some business stuffs. So good ritez? Muahaha. Met up with darl, he's in office wear !! Haha. Walked around and he suddenly have a craving for Sakae too.. So coincidental !! Lolz. Yea, so both of us went to pig out at Sakae. Shopped around and we went back to his place to catch Superstar. The guys are not veri impressive though.. -_-

Went home n Zzzzzzzzz..... =p

I just finish reading an email from cheewee. I totally agree with it, n i am going to learn from it. Hee. In short, 10% of life is made up of what happens to us and 90% of life is decided by how we react. How we react to certain situation really do determine wat is the outcome of the whole thing. He really send it to me at the right time, cos i was thinking and reflecting about the previous incident. I admit i over reacted, and i am really veri sorry. I am someone who would own up and apologize if I know I am wrong. Yeay, so I am sorryie.
Ok.. I should learn about the 90/10 principle and learn from my mistakes.

Friday
Met up with Cheewee, Charlene, Hc and Lingzi at dover. Zhen cant join us due to her knee injury, poor thing. Take good care of yourself k.. Muackz. =)
Due to some time constraint, Weiling, Qiuyan, Hanz, Ronghua, Cindy, Esther and Apple got to take a cab down themselves. So the rest of us boarded the chartered bus, talked to Lz on the bus. Girl, if u think thats the best thing for u, I will support u k.. =)
All of us waited for a damn long time. Its so stuffy and hot !! its like hundreds of people cramped up in an enclosed space with no air con. -_-
And the organisation there totally sucks ! There's no specific instruction to guide us to the theatre and all of us ended walking rounds and rounds and rounds. It turns out that there was a previous show before ours and they were releasing them. Everything was in a confusion due to it. I and Lingzi was so lost cos there's a moment both of us were separated from the group, faintz.
There's this mediacorp lady who stopped those without tickets in. Apparently, there was also another personnel outside collecting the tickets, and some of them tried explaining to her. She die die also dont wanna let us in !!! I was so irritated and disgusted by the organisation. Jitao went up and gave her a piece of my mind.
Ok, the recording was alright. Wasnt that great also. I think Xiao Jing totally rocks ! Her duet with Silver was fantastic. Hehe. Took some pictures.

Me and Lingzi

Me and Weiling

And mi.. lol.. too bored..



went to holland v to drink with ronghua, cindy, zizhong, hongchon and cheewee. Met up with Lucas there. Talked talked, blah blah blah, all the way till 3 plus i think? Went back to my dear's house cos its veri late le.. zzzzzzzz Ko immediately. Tired !

Saturday
Think i slept till quite late, n tt horrible guy keep disturbing mi asking mi to wake up. He's like trying to pull me out of the bed n in the midst of it, he accidentally banged my head against the wall. I was like " Wat the hell ! Violent man ! " Pain lo. Jitao horrible.
Washed up n everything, we went to catch Batman at marnia. Its not a bad show though kinda lost in between the movie.

Photos !
thats mi...


n thats him..

US!!!!! =)


Went down to holland v to meet up wif rh & cindy. Slacked at nydc and Coffee club after going down to clementi to meet up wif zz n marcus for pool. Went home n KO !!! I am so tired...

Sunday
Practically slacked the whole day at home, due to my eyes infection. Haiz.
Was quite disappointed that my dad did not come home despite all the msg n emails i sent to him, its Father's Day u know! I know my mom starts to get upset and paranoid again. Overly paranoid again, and here i am.. trying hard to contain my outburst when she ask me the same qns over and over and over again for the whole day.
ok.. ya.. watever.. I will just try to be there for her.. yupz !

ok, So all of us had made some wrong assumptions, n I said sorry if i was wrong in my previous entry.

Maybe, Just some things to think about. Somethings or words or even the past is just way too nonsense or i would even say hell to me. So u cant blame me if i am too sensitive about what you wrote, no doubt the shadow is still there. People dont get remembered much for their good deeds, but they do really get remembered for the not-so-good ones. n yes, the phobia is still there.. When the crack is there for a long time, there is no longer any way that it can be mended.

I dont know if i sound harsh, but dont get me wrong I am just trying to make you see everything in my view. I stood in your shoes to think about the whole thing, n I know I am in the wrong, but i have my reasons for the wrong assumptions..

Yea, tts abt it. Nothing much is needed to say anymore, i guess.

I am going to watch Channel U's Superstar later. Yup ! Cant wait.

I dont know what to blog. There's alot of thoughts running across my mind now. No doubt, I am fucking pissed off. Shall elaborate why so later.

I went to look for Ky ytd and we updated each other, talk things out. We went to westmall and shop around. I bought something for him and he bought something for her. lolx. We went off to meet our other halfs later on. When i met up with Lucas, he was so so so pissed off...... with the cab uncle. lolx. Cartoon. Short meet up. He bought me cleo mag n the free n easy spray for hair without me saying anything. -faintz-

Came home, surprised to see Ky's phonecall and even more surprisingly, when i picked it up, its a girl's voice. I was thinking What the hell ! lolx. Yuan lai is his girl girl. I almost fainted man, they called me cos they arguing. Shitz ! Muahaha. I would say she's a very friendly and sweet girl.. =)

Talked to Ky after he send her home. Hiak. He nearly cried out, I am so shocked. But hey ! I sure hope u are feeling better after the chat k.. n maybe a small note to Lydia - Hope you will find the strength to settle it k. I believe you will. =)

As to why I am fucking mad now. I reckon tt person should know wat I am gonna talk about. I dont know if u are implying me, but my gut feeling tells me so. If not, Just treat the below as nothing, I'm sorry. If so, that so marks the end to watever tiny bit of friendship existed between us.

I think Ky will know wat i mean hur. Seems like some people really just pissed people off. Not only me, tt person apparently also pissed Ky's girl off too. Stop acting as if u know everything about me right from the start. If the person that can any comments, that would be Ky & Charmaine only, cos only they know the whole story right from the beginning to the end. and maybe my union frenz, but definitely not u. I dont think i need to elaborate anymore.

Just Fuck off. I dont wanna make my life miserable again. End of it !!

I realli dont understand where the hell i offended u. I chose to lead my life peacefully away from all this shit. I have put up with all ur nonsense for dont know how long. People, dont always think that you are so damn freaking right when u are actualli not. It just pissed people off !!

Same goes for jinwei.. Just get the hell out of my life now !!!! AAAARRRRGGHHH
Another highly ego guy who always think he's so right.
To think that i still tot we all could be frens, not anymore....

Its over.. Everything's over...

I am so darn freaking bored !!!! Yeay, as so u people can see, I did some quizzes to keep myself occupied. lolx.


You have a beautiful soul. You are helpful and are
kind. You put others ahead of you. You are
bound to get far! You tend to put yourself
second though and that's not good either.
People sometimes take advantage of you and you
don't want to want them to know that you know
so you act as if nothing is going on. Don't let
people walk all over you; draw the line. But
over all you are a very nice person. ^_^

oooopiiii, they said i was nice !! lolx. Is that so?


You are the rich popular girl. You are always
surrounded by friends and to your advantage
guys. You try to keep an upbeat attitude. You
flirt a lot too. Don't worry that's (most of
the time) not a bad thing!

What Kind Of Girl Are You?

arrr...... not a good thing.... -faintz-


You are the loving couple. Now all couples love
but you two seem to be perfect for each other.
You hardly fight, you're not afraid to show
your feelings in public, and you understand
each other. That's not to say you don't have
your bumpy points in the road. You may have
huge arguements but you never get over each
other and you put each other first no matter
what. If you mess up you try to see what was
wrong and try to improve it.

What Kind Of Couple Are You And Your Partner?

lolx, actualli this test isnt accurate !! cos the questions are kinda dumb. -_-"""


Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??

hehe. cool aint it?


You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you alwaysbehave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outtapeople with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happywith you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the restof us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.

?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??

Muahahaha !!!! Sounds so nice. Hee.


You are the Spirit of Love. You think around
romance and are extremely compassionate.
Whenever you want something you can get it due
to your fiery passion. You can make friends
quite easily, because peopole are attracted to
your obvious good nature. You will have no
trouble in finding a life partner and will be
very happy.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)

hehe. Nice Picture!

ok, enough of all the quizzes, lolx.

I was talking to rh just now, n it struck me that the reason why he still prefers a single life is because he just cant accept the fact that all relationships are bound to have the down-sides, even the most perfect ones. He mentioned some facts that really put me into the thinking cap. Its sickening to deal with emotions running within the relationship, n I cant say I disagree with him, in fact, I totally agree with him.
And i asked him back, What about all the good times?
All bad times come along with the good times....

Speechless. . . I know they still do have feelings for each other, but....
I jus wish them well. . .

Mayb we should ask each other if we can accept the cons of relationship before going into them. There is just one great example for me to think about it. That's my mom and dad. Their doings and everything certainly affect my perception on relationships.

But I am determined to outdo them ! I am determined to fight for my own happiness, of cos not to the extent of robbing other's for mine. I believe that I would have a happy ending in the future ! =) n yes, I am truly very happy for the past few months, and I am so glad that I have found him. 2 years ago, I always could only look afar at him, trying to be there for him, blah blah blah. Who would have know that we would be like this today. I am thankful for everything.

been such a long time since i even sit down in front of the com long enough for mi to type a post..
Seriously, i cant realli rem wat happened these days. Wat i can say about my life this past week was tt its definitely full of ups n downs. Hiak. Frankly, i dont know if i should be happy or sad now. Yes, i m happy whenever i m with my dearie. But its a whole lot of different story when i come home. I wannna be at home cos i know my mom needs mi, but each time, i risk getting myself all flared up n things start getting alittle out of hand. grrr.

Lotsa things started bothering mi, as if my family isnt so. I m worried abt my frens too, practically wee n rh. I realli hope things do go well for them. Hiak. I wish that everyone of my frenz are well, n i miss Char ! where are u when i needed u most? Come Back Quick.

For the past week, my dearie went to have his wisdom tooth extracted. Kinda hurt mi to see him in pain n i cant do anything abt it. The way he had to eat his porridge. The way he wrench in pain when i accidentally touch his cheeks. The way he always said tt he's hungry n yet he cant eat much. The way when he flared up cos i know he's in pain. But i m so glad, he's ok now! Went to remove his stitches today n yea so, immediately off we went to eat sushi cos tt boy was craving for it ! haha.

There are other things that really makes mi happy too. For instead, Dumb dumb got himself a girlfren le ! I m happy for him. Cant wait to meet up with her, lolx. well there's also another thing that i m happy regarding another couple. But, i think i cant say it out. I m sure u guys know i m talking abt you hur. Yup ! Many Happy n Sweet Moments to the two couples ! =)

Well, Comes another downside to ruin my happy times. I m shocked to see her reaction, she jus collapsed n break down. Breaks my heart to see tears flowing every night. I know i must do something but i cant find any strength within mi to do so. No doubt, i cried. I did wat i think was right, n yet i can please both sides. U know the feeling of the sandwich's fillings, yesie! i have tt feeling right from the start.

And like i dont have things to attend to, of all times, why? why did he have to come back n picked a quarrel with mi out of no freaking proper reason? Everyone has the right to choose their partners isnt it? For god's sake, I dont belong to only him ! n I have every right to go out with whoever i wanted. Jus bcos i rejected him over n over again, i m termed as a bitch ! Wat the hell. I really was fuming mad ! until i tok to dar, He did manage to calm mi down.
Why the hell did such person existed ! Shiittteeerr !!!!!!

I m bored... slpy.. tired.. restless.. n everything !! But i cant slp.. cos my eyes are painful.. so decided i would blog for awhile then retreat to my bed !! short n brief updates ba!

Thursday
accompanied tt zhu to the hospital for a check-up.. cos my poor guy's gonna go for wisdom tooth operation soon.. n i m gonna be his maid for tt period.. muahahaha.. -FAINTZ-
right.. i m jus kidding.. i m too bored.. but realli he's going for operation next week.. n then we went ikea awhile.. cos i wanted to find my bean bag !! sadly, i cant seems to find anything with near resemblances to it? went touring around.. looking at all the furnitures.. thinking of how to renovate my room.. lolx.. n He copy mi !! wahaha.. kk.. we think alike .. =p

Pictures~!!

in da hospital.. i know i m crazy to take pics.. but i m bored !!




n tts him reading the papers..


wif his 02 mini.. i m jealous of her.. cos he keeps playing wif her.. lol.. Jus kidding..


n then the both of us.. he looks so cute in the 2nd pic !! -love



him in erm.. haha.. so cute ! at ikea..


okok.. rushed down to suntec to meet up wif spencer n zhen cos we are going to the jazz performance !

in e cab !!


pigster rite? always slping!


n this.. no idea why i took it.. but kinda cute hor.. muahaha..


yuppie.. went to the blackbox at indoor stadium.. actualli the place was veri breath-taking.. but all of us wasnt in the right attire i guess.. so we kinda felt out ta place.. but over all its ok..

i truly am impressed by the pianist n the drumer.. but so not impressed by the singer.. wasnt quite up to the standard i guess..

n there's the small audi where the band plays..


the tidbits n candles on each table.. nice isnt it ?


went to geylang to eat.. n we saw Tay Ping Hui n Bai Wei Siu.. i tell ya.. Tay Ping Hui is veri super duper good-looking.. He definitely attract alot of attention.. Bai Wei Siu was also veri pretty ! but ar.. ya.. wif layers of make-up.. lolx..

Friday
went to sch for chicken chop! haha.. twice in a week??
ok..anyway.. was slacking time for us in union after tt..
went down to holland v to meet up wif crist they all for his belated birthday celebration..
after which i went to wooden table there to meet up wif spencer, weiling, ronghua n lucas..
talks n talks were going on.. no doubt when i heard sth.. was in kinda shock.. but its over.. nvm..
wenxin n qiuyan came over to join us.. so we all continued talking..
n i was tired.. went home ko !

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday
ok.. basicalli was slacking at home the whole day..
met up wif zhen n bought her to my hairdresser to cut hair.. lol.. so tempting to go do my hair! but no money.. =( so nvm.. haha..
supposed to meet up wif spencer n all for dinner.. but did not..
so sorrie guys ! hehe..

-I m so missing someone tt day-

Sunday
hehe.. woke up super early today! -faintz- so tt explains why i m so tired ! up at an early time of 730am.. prepared n went to meet up wif lucas cos he booked out le..
acc him home to change n off to east coast !!!! whoo... long time since i cycled ! yeay... so so happi.. hehe..
today's such a erm.. i dont know wat to say.. unlucky? or rather those whu offended mi unlucky? i have a serious problem with those ppl whu dont know how to differentiate the meaning of cycling paths n walking paths.. n those whu dont know how to tell where the hell the traffic is going..
there's this bunch of guys cycling n crossing into my path.. its like so F*cked up !! i was fuming mad.. so i jus sort of scolded them..
n then there's this whole bunch of malay teens walking on the cycling tracks.. n so obviously they were obstructing the traffic.. i offered a polite way of "excuse mi" but somehow tt did not knock some sense into them.. i jus "shouted" at them to excuse mi ! shitz... grrrr...
n there's this girl whu suddenly outta nowhere cycled right infront of lucas n brake w/o warning.. n she didnt even bother to apologize or wat..
n there's this woman whu cut his queue at mac's... she's realli veri rude.. wasnt being apologetic at all.. she stil "diao" him when she walked away... sickening bunch of ppl.. hiak..

went to massage after washing up.. its my first time to such place !! n haha.. i m so so so sensitive.. cos i always feel tickling.. n instead of relaxing.. i was tensing up.. muahaha.. halfway thru.. i blurted out to lucas tt i felt veri veri veri ticklish !!! hahaa...ops.. lolx..n he scared e hell out of mi !!! i realli nearly fainted.. not knowing watta do.. haha..

went to holland v for dinner.. n went home after tt.. *tired*

Pictures~!!

tts mi.. when i was waiting for him to change i was so bored tt i started taking pictures! haha..



n him !! when he rushed down.. hehe.. =) so cute rite? *melts*


. . . u s . . .



n ya.. random pictures.. veri cute !! haha..






wat a day !! like wat he said.. Xi Nu Ai Le all got le.. lol.. arrr... but why the heck did i meet up wif such rude ppl nowadays !!!! seriously i m realli mad !! they realli made my day down...

As usual, though a not so good day.. it always ends well.. jus cos he's there..

yup yup.. i uploaded a new song.. i simply love this song..

Each time this song plays, his image cant help but appear in my mind..

cos yea.. he's the gift tt i have found.. And.. I m thankful for it everyday..

=)

Jim Brickman n Martina Mcbride - The Gift

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on like a fairy tale come true
Sittin' by the fire we made
You're the answer when i prayed
I would find someone and baby i found you

And all i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
For the gift

Watching as you softly sleep
What i'd give if i could keep
Just this moment if only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us gray
But baby in my eyes you'll still be beautiful

And all i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
For the gift

All i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
Can't find the words to say
And i'm thankful everyday
Thank you for the gift

actualli nothing much to update.. jus tt i spend the whole day or rather ytd.. hehe.. uploading n editing pics !! faintz..

as promised.. i uploaded the compilations of zhu tou n mi !! heehehee.. (think he's gonna kill mi) Muahaha.. its cute ma.. *blink blink* =pPp

today's such a sweet day.. yupie yupie..
i was woken up by him.. yes yes.. him.. hehe.. tot i wont be able to see him today cos he got some seminar thingy after book out.. he actualli rushed to bp plaza to meet mi for lunch.. aww.. =)
so i dragged myself outta bed.. in a dazed situation i poked my eyeballs !! who can be more blur then mi? hahaa... But all was worth jus to see him.. muahaha..

went home n started editing uploading pic.. i tell ya.. i realli nearly fainted.. its over a hundred pics k.. arr... supposed to meet up wif az n lz but didnt cos was held up wif some stuffs.. sobz..
I looked like a mad lady sitting in front of the com staring blankly when waiting for the photos to be uploaded..

n jus so right.. when i finished wif everything.. lucas called.. he rushed here to meet up wif moi !! why?? cos he miss mi !! haha.. i m missed by someone.. lol.. went to night market as he did not have a proper dinner.. a short chat.. n off he goes to zzzz .. cos he's booking in tml..

yeay yeay !! going sentosa n shopping wif zhen tml.. was toking to her jus now.. n i cant help feeling angry for her.. over tt stupid idiotic banana mang kali monkey & pig-faced person.. haha.. think she should know who i toking abt.. i dont know how to describe him.. or i reckon tt would be it though.. Wahahahaha..

i uploaded a new song !!! actualli i have lotsa nice nice songs in mind... haha.. ok.. watever..
its 我心动了 by 顺子/Ben . . . .

我 怎么形容 心中的感受
用一个眼神 一个动作你都懂
越来越渴望遇到 会 懂得我的人
越来越难遇到 在 我生活之中

我 怎么形容 你给我的感受
不只像朋友 比知己浓
不会错 不会错 我心动了

只有你的手能抚慰 我 多年的寂寞
只有你的吻能解开 我 过往的忧愁

我们都尝过 爱情 给的挫折
流过了泪 躲藏过
直到心合 冷静 等待结果
谁能真懂我 让我心动

只有你的手能抚慰 我 多年的寂寞
只有你的吻能解开 我 过往的忧愁

只有你的手能抚慰 我 多年的寂寞
只有你的吻能解开 我 过往的忧愁......


right right for those whu dont know wat the mang kali i wrote.. or cant view it..
its the lyrics la duhz.. jus go to
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realised tt i am quite chatty, talkative n siao siao lately..

erm.. there could be no other reason..

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i m in love.. n i miss him..